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Tau ah gelap :p


should i gave up?
i dunno, what made me thank about that?
many things,
for the past month i made an"move" to approach you, i realized that you are very special. Your respond to me were good, but not yet as hoped :D
but, one thing for sure what made this thinking was not i'm affraid that you would rejected me if i told my real feelings to you. i was ready with that consequences, i haved experienced about that, remember ? :D
What made affraid was the opposite, what if you would accepted me as your loving boyfriend (what an positive person i was ;)).
What will be changed with this status?
What the differences with the status we had right now?
Was the behavior to each other would change?
answering all the quetion above.... i think not realy, cause our relationship right now as a friend was perfect (my side of opinion).And if i want to "upgrade" the level, it would not give much differences. On our age right now, i'm realized that it's not the time for playing again, it's time to make an serious relationship/movement, that i'm not ready yet.
Cause All of this i thinked to pass this problem to the time :)
Let the time decided where this relationship bring.....
What with you ??