Friday, September 29, 2006

I'am so sorry

I'm happy when you are,
I'm sad when you are,
I will always be on your side, whenever you need me

I'm sorry if my word lately "maybe" make you confuse
but, please dont change cause of it

I dont want to lose a best friend just because loving and caring...



I'm sorry....

Thursday, September 28, 2006

hujan

when i was on my way home yesterday, an shallow rain came to welcome at home..
was trade wind has change it's direction?
is this a sign for rain season?
if it is, hope this welcoming rain season will gave prosperity to my country, and hope this rainy season will not bring disaster...
it is a sign for me to change my direction too? :D

Welcome rain season...
if the rain yesterday was not an local rain :D

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

re-develop

hai girl, just want to ask you something...
May i re-develop the feeling i got in 4 years ago?? :p

Monday, September 25, 2006

SMS

I dont know what i have to say,
if suddenly in my mobile phone came an text messege
said that someone like you...
but you dont have a feeling more than a friend
What would you say, and dont make her feel sad???
(it's happened to me this night)
i'm confuse.....

What is this thing called love??

If you dont mind traveling around the city for a month just for searching her favorite novel,
Is that called Love??
If you can't had a good night sleep cause in your mind there was always her image,
Is that called love??
If you can't had a sleep, cause your always think about her,
Is that called love??
If you always asking what has to be text to her, just want to get an text reply from her,
Is that called love??
If you forget your lunch time, just because waiting her online in your Y!M list,
Is that called love??
If you always wondering, what she doing, thinking right now
Is that called love??

Hmm, i dont know....

Hari Pertama Puasa

Hari ini, sluruh umat muslim di dunia (mungkin :D) melaksanakan ibadah shaum sbagai salah satu kewajibannya, bgitu juga dengan diriku :)
Hari pertama puasa, i think masih sama dengan taun2 sebelomnya, which is slalu mrasa lemas, letih dan lesu :))pa lagi ini hari minggu, ya apalagi kl ngga diisi dengan tidur sepanjang hari :)) tapi tadi pagi, abis sahur, adit mencoba tuk kembali membaca qur'an secara terakhir kl adit pegang qur'an itu kira2 5 taun lalu, itu jg waktu ada kuliah agama (Maafkan aku ya 4JJ)
Oya, ada lagi.. tadi sempet jalan ke kota sebentar, n adit menemukan sesuatu yang aneh dari bandung yg beda dari hari2 biasanya, yaitu Bandung
my lovely city sepiiii banget.. Ga ada macet sedikitpun, bahkan jalan dago yg biasanya hari minggu padat, tadi lenggang skali.
Kmana ya orang2??
Slamat berpuasa smuanya.. mohon maaf lahir dan batin yaa

What a week

I started the 5th week in school with an little higher heart beat rather than last week. Why?
cause this week there was a bunch of homework waited all week long. Included i had to do an presentation (moderating an class discussion).
In early day, i had determined that the homework must be finished before Wednesday, but like always.. i did'nt do anything until Wednesday afternoon. It's mean i had to stay awake for all night, just to finished homework in thursday..
And it's happened, that day (thursday night) i just got a sleep for an 2 hour (itu juga ktiduran) :D.
The next day, thursday and friday was even worse. that 2 day, i'm not got a rest/sleep for even a while, just for doing the homework done.
So at friday afternoon, i had an headache (it's been worse cause i dont had time for breakfast and lunch earlier that day).
Finally i closed this week on friday night with going dinner at the BIP mall with my classmate, we have a good time for refreshing our mind and strength after a rough week.
Beside all that, this week i also had a pleasant feeling about something that i will not tell you guys (girl, you make my heart fly away ) :p
See u in different story in part of halda aditya belgaman life......

Monday, September 18, 2006

New thing

baru mencoba hal baru, google calendar :D
harusnya sih skarang bikin tugas yg sangat menumpuk, tapi apa daya... tak tahan menahan godaan :)
kl mau liat jadwal gw sehari2. tinggal klik di bagian link :D
selamat mencoba...

Friday, September 15, 2006

"The Water-Mill"

Possessions, Power, and Blooming health,
must all be lost at last,
The mill will never grind with water
that is the past

availibility

are u really available???


:p

Friday, September 08, 2006

late night activities

1 cup of "indocafe coffemix" + 1 cup "bandrek" + 1 chocolate of l..e + 2 Mind Mapping task + 1 presentation preparation.

accompanied by indo playlist in winamp, with an Lunar eclips (subhanallah) in the background sky (dont forget the voices of "takbiran").

all of this make my lonely perfected pathetic night completed

Paslabar, Friday September, 08, 2006. 2:38 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

song of the month (my version)

Ribas - Sebelah hati :

Lama sudah aku merasa
Kau tak pernah menyimpan cinta
Pada diriku
Pedih hatiku ini

Selalu ku coba menutup mata
Berharap nanti kau beri hati
Namun ternyata tak jua sirna
Cintamu padanya tetap kau juga

Bertepuklah sebelah tangan
Cintaku ini pada dirimu
Sakitnya hati saat bersaksi
Melihatmu lagi bersamanya

Aku beranjak dari hidupmu
Dari masalah, dari belenggu
Telah kau sakiti, kau khianati
Semua mimpi, mimpi indahku

Aku menyerah untuk mencinta
Ajari aku melupakanmu
Kini kusadari di dalam sepi
Meski ku pedih cinta tak ada lagi

Cinta tak ada lagi, cinta tak ada lagi
Cinta tak ada lagi

Selalu ku coba menutup mata
Berharap nanti kau beri hati
Namun ternyata tak jua sirna
Cintamu padanya tetap kau juga

Aku beranjak dari hidupmu
Dari masalah, dari belenggu
Telah kau sakiti, kau khianati
Semua mimpi, mimpi indahku

Menatapmu di kejauhan cinta

Aku beranjak dari hidupmu
Dari masalah, dari belenggu
Telah kau sakiti, kau khianati
Semua mimpi, mimpi indahku

Cinta tak ada lagi

Ecoutez - percayalah
seandainya dapat melukiskan
isi hatiku untukmu
seandainya kau pun harus tau
lelah hatiku bila kau jauh

namun pendam rasa
ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
jalani yang kau pilih
jangan risaukan aku

reff.
percayalah kasih
cinta tak harus memiliki
walau kau dengannya
namun ku yakin hatimu untukku
percayalah kasih
cinta tak harus memiliki
walau kau coba lupakan aku
tapi ku kan slalu ada untukmu

seharusnya kau pun menyadari
resah hatiku bila kau dengannya
seharusnya aku pun tak berharap
miliki dirimu seutuhnya

namun ku pendam rasa
ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
jalani yang kau pilih
jangan risaukan aku


oya, btw thank's for your chocolate :D

Monday, September 04, 2006

What should i do?

udah sifat dasar manusia, ga bisa idup sendirian. kita masih butuh orang lain tuk "menopang" kita. Dengan filosofi itu, seorang halda aditya belgaman mencoba tuk menjadi seorang pendengar dan juga "penasihat" yang baik tuk friend-nya.
Selama ini, seorang halda aditya belgaman sudah merasa mencapai tujuan itu... :D
Tapi pada akhir minggu kmarin, dia disadarkan pada suatu fakta bahwa dia blomlah mencapai titik dimana menjadi "penasihat" yang baik.



Jadi pengen nanya, gimana sih seharusnya kita ngasih pendapat ke temen kita yg lagi cerita ttg masalahnya itu?